Mozzies entered my sleep again.
I've made up my mind to be good today.
Get up well and go to work.
Did good. Got some work done right till the call from Perk.
He's in KL. did his plate number for his brand new vios. Good for him. Anna was hungry. Got the two down to klcc. Ate at chillis. Stuffed ourselves with chips and meat. Goodness. I seriously need to look into my exercise regime again. Was a good lunch and a good walk around uniqlo. Saw the autumn jacket going down to $49.90 from $79.90. Anna was excited but alas no size. Haha
Back to work till 5. Met up with my bestest buddy for tea. Didnt eat since morning as usual. Goodness me. I cant live like that but who am i to say anything. First glance, not a single smile. This is bad. I dont like it. Seriously. No talking during meal. And i was again bring slammed for not talking. Excuse me?? You cant talk to me like that when you cant even say a word to Ayam when he is acting that way. Sometimes i do wonder why he'd seen someone else when you are acting this way towards him. And he said that you changed. I know how it feels. I know your need to feel wanted and needed but heck this is not the way my dear. Its ridiculous. See your face in the mirror sometimes and try to reflect back what you did to people. I know its not you deep down. But its not an excuse to insult me everytime. I do have feelings too. Its really a one sided relationship. I give you take. You expected to be loved for yourself but ignore the needs of others. And it is Me. Someone who would stand in harm's way so you could be spared. Friends ask me why i could stand such abuse. All i can say is it is not the real you. Am I right? I wonder...p
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